ㄨxiiAo莹の小小世界ㄨ

YING = SUPERWOMAN

2008-09-27T08:18:00.000-07:00

[ FAKE SMILE ] i fall in love with pretending, PRETEND to be happyXD i SAW her today, at OLD TOWN. i tried to calm down my heart, tried to keep my smile as usual. She seemed like very happy, and also acted like i am not exist. At that moment, [DISSAPOINTED] that what i have felt!! i am the who chose to end up our relationship, WHY? i need to escape from her view? W.H.Y? My feeeling is confused...
STOP!! STOP it right now!! i don't want to be a coward!! A coward that don't dare to face the truth!! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!! fight for my hapiness!! WIPE AWAY my tears!! i will be tough!! can i? maybe.. FUCK OFF!! I can do it!!

i am NOT missing you!!

2008-09-27T00:27:00.000-07:00

i act like a fool? i keep looking for your msn, check whether you are online or not. i realized, i cant be like that anymore. i right clicked on your msn and chose [ delete ] but i cant!! i cant loss contact with you!! what was going on? fuCK!! [ cancel ] Then, i moved your msn from [ hing dei ji mui ] to [ friends ] AGAIN!! i looked for you AGAIN!! shiit!! i hate this feeling!! i must delete!! delete!! delete!! but i failed to do so!! It was really annoying me!!

[ Hate that i LOVE you so ]

where you go this few days? Don't always go out, the filthy air will harm your health. Don't play till so late, the public security is not good. Don't forget that you are a patient with a serious illness, must take care yourself well. i am worried about you..? NO!! it couldn't be!! i am not missing you!! i just concern about you because i treat you as a good friend!! AS A FRIEND!! just a friend..

[ Wish Friendship Forever ]

Please i am suffered and confused, who else can rescue me? who can help me to take away her heart from my heart? who can bring me to flee from it? who else are willing to fill my heart and replace her? W . H . O ?

YiNG ♥ to LiE

2008-09-26T23:11:00.000-07:00

have no feel? what a funny reason? To love you, i was willing to be a third person but i chose to end up our relationship. i have broken the chain which our heart are connected by!!

[ END OUR LOVE STORY ]

i can see your bleeding heart. Could you see and feel my fragile heart is bleeding too? Do you know how much i hope to tell you the truth? Tell you that what i have said was just a stupid lie!! My stupid tears keep weeping, i cant stop it from dropping!! A voiceless cry Again and Again..

i am siily? Yes, Love make me become pointless and i have lost my way. My heart is getting numb, i am just a soft-hearted girl. Even though i told to myself that i don't LOVE you anymore, [ it just a self-deception ]

i am not as tough as you thought, i hope to be cruel and cold. i am hurted deeply, i am freaking tired!! i want my single life full of peaceful and happiness!! what i want is just that simple.. You still LOVE me? If the answer is Y.E.S, please don't make me feel heartless anymore!! LET ME GO!! i will happy if you are willing to do so..

[GET LOST from my life]

I truly appreciate my single life

i ♥ my single life

so PLEASE don't spoil it