YING = SUPERWOMAN

[ FAKE SMILE ] i fall in love with pretending, PRETEND to be happyXD i SAW her today, at OLD TOWN. i tried to calm down my heart, tried to keep my smile as usual. She seemed like very happy, and also acted like i am not exist. At that moment, [DISSAPOINTED] that what i have felt!! i am the who chose to end up our relationship, WHY? i need to escape from her view? W.H.Y? My feeeling is confused...
STOP!! STOP it right now!! i don't want to be a coward!! A coward that don't dare to face the truth!! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!! fight for my hapiness!! WIPE AWAY my tears!! i will be tough!! can i? maybe.. FUCK OFF!! I can do it!!